Cannot Sleep

 

Every four weeks, I have an infusion of IVIG and two shots of premeds, one is steroids and the other is for nausea.  

Every four weeks, the infusion lasts 150 minutes and every four weeks, I stop by a convenience store for coffee and a snack to have during the time, I spend in the infusion chair.  

Every four weeks, I try to remind myself to take two Benadryl pills at 6:00 pm so that I will not have any problems falling asleep that night and every four weeks, I forget to take my 6:00 pm pills.

I think to myself that I must be stupid...  stupid...  stupid...

So, here I am at 11:00 pm sitting on the couch in my living room writing this post because I forgot to take my 6:00 pm pills.  I went to bed, like I normally do at 9:00 pm.

It will probably be 1:00/2:00 am before I will be in a position to fall asleep and that is always a lucky guess since staying up past my bedtime does weird things to my body.

Plus, I am not sure that I have four hours of shit to do to occupy this time which will force me to watch some kind of mindless boring crap on TV,