I Give As Much as I Get

 I am James Alexander Hutchins, III., the oldest son (second child) of James and Margarite Hutchins, Jr., and probably their biggest disappointment.  I had natural athletic ability and threw it away.  I had natural artistic ability and threw it away.  I had natural musical ability and threw it away.  I had a natural apptitude for math and pursued English...   WHY  DID I DO THIS?  I have no frigging idea.

I started smoking cigarettes at the age of 10 while I was delivering newspapers early in the morning, before the sun came up.  I started drinking beer and alcohol at the age of 13 and had my first sexual experience at the age of 14.  I was very sexually active in high school, along with smoking and alcohol.  I NEVER GOT INTO DRUGS...  not sure why, but it just wasn't my thing.

During my first 23 years of marriage, I had over 20 affairs so it was not much of a marriage at all.  I flunked out of college because I did not have the "BALLS" to tell my parents I did not want to go and listen to their bullshit. 

I earned a BA degree in English and an MBA with a focus in strategic planning and worked in middle to upper management during my 45 year career.  However, I have been fired 10 times during my career because I cannot keep my mouth shut, I don't like following meaningless rules, and I simply don't kiss ass.

My daughter does not want to have anything to do with me and we have not spoken to each other in over 5 years.  My sister does not want to have anything to do with with, nor do her children.  My brother does not want to have anything to do with me, nor does his children.  I have two friends and one of them died 10 years ago.

My personality is INTJ according to Myers-Briggs.  My sign is Scorpio according to astrology.  My body has been well made because I survived a serious heart attack, had 5 stents inserted into heart arteries instead of a triple bypass, have survived cancer for over 14 years, and 9 months ago had 5 lower back disks fused together and have recovered about 90%.  My second marriage of 25 years has been faithfully executed, but has turned into us being roommates instead of soul mates.

At the age of 40, I stopped smoking and drinking, COLD TURKEY, and have not looked back at either one as missing anything, other than all the mney I spent.

I am 75 years old and am pretty much a loner, at least since 2015 when I retired.  I retired because I simply hated working for ASSHOLES, INCOMPETENTS, and INTELLEDTUAL DWARFS...  that does not mean that I am smart or even intellectual...  it just means, I am not like them as I value INTEGRITY more than they do.

My life has been debt free since between the ages of 55-60...  not exactly sure when it actually happened, but I will never get into debt again.  I use a credit card only to the point that I can pay it off at the end of the month.

Over my lifetime, I have written over 42,000 poems, 1,200 articles that were published on LINKEDIN and have completed 7 - 100,000+ word novels and have 2 more that will be finished in a couple of months.  The 10th one will be finished by the end of 2023.  I may or may not look into publishing them on KDP/Amazon.

I enjoy writing but have no idea if I am any good at it or not and not sure if I want to know because it may cause me to stop writing...  and, I don't want to stop since I enjoy it...  somewhat silly motive, but it is what it is.

In 2015, my second wife retired too and said she was no longer cooking, so I have been cooking my meals for the last 7+ years.  I suppose I will continue cooking my meals until I die.  I don't always like what I cook but I eat everything I cook.

My parents raised me Democrat but I lost faith with the Democrats after BILL CLINTON...  My MBA education has pushed me into the direction of the Republicans because of their conservative agendas but I don't vote for either party...  WHY?  Nothing has really changed in America (other than technology) since the 1960s.  We are talking about the same problems today that were talked about back then.  THIS MEANS to me that NEITHER PARTY gives a RAT's ASS about helping the American People.

HISTORY shows that moving towards SOCIALISM is a move towards decline...   and yet, the Democrats want to move towards Socialism...  that makes no sense to me.

I used to like BLACKS but now because of all the BLM/CRT movement bullshit, I'd rather care about Hispanics, Mexicans, and Asians than BLACKS...  In fact, it pisses me off that 12% of our population has so much influence over the other 88%.

Crime and Violence in all of our big cities is going to cause an EXODUS into the SOUTH and into the rural areas of the SOUTH which means NORTHERNERS will soon have a chance to ruin our area now...  after ruining all those areas up north that used to be tourist attractions.  

GP TO TEXAS AND FLORIDA BUT NOT TENNESSEE PLEASE...

I am a lower middle class American and LOVE MY LIFE...  I have exactly what I need and have no desire for more.  I do need to loose about 20 pounds...