Wonderings 17

I am who I am...

I am who I'm supposed to be...

I am who I never intended to be...

Rather interesting.

Yes___  No___

At the end of this month, I will be 78 years old which means I have lived almost 8 decades.

• My first dream was to be an Architect
• Then it was a percussionist
• Then it was an Artist Painter
• Then it was a writer
• Then a businessman

I graduated with a BA in English and an MBA with a concentration in small business management and strategic planning.

My 45-year career consisted primarily of me being a Trainer-Professor-Course Writer-Curriculum Designer-Dean-Consultant.

One Word Description - EDUCATION

Irony:  I avoided public speaking classes in college because I did not like getting up in front of people - it made me very nervous to the point I would start sweating just thinking about it.

My personality has always been INTJ - and over the course of my 45 year career, it never changed regardless of what decisions I made.

Speaking of decisions - countless decision have been made by me; some were made because I wanted to go in the opposite direction that someone else wanted me to go in; others were made because I had become greedy, and some were made because I simply did not know what else to do.

Regardless of those decisions, and the directions I took, I still ended up becoming the person I am today.

In other words:  I AM WHO I AM or who I was supposed to become from the very beginning but did not realize.

In my retirement, I am writing novels...  as a writer...

DO YOU WONDER ABOUT WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BECOME?

It really does not matter because you will become that which you were supposed to become from the very beginning, but you have to live most of your life to find out what that is...

You never become who you really are until your life is almost over...

And yet...  there are some that believe our creator knows exactly who we are and who we are to become...

Is there really a creator?